THE ONLY MISSING THING

THE only missing thing is you.
Life is so cold,has got no meaning
My heart is frozen,without a feeling
Only my soul cries out I MISS YOU
A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see,I miss you badly.
When I need you
I Just close my eyes
And you're right here by my side
I Remember, as you walk by
As you were,so shall i be
I need you,I miss you
I must be strong now.
I must never give up
Deep into that darkness peering,
Long I stood there,
Wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams
No mortal ever dared to dream before.
Do not question who waits for you in the shadow.
It is my cry and my body that crouches in the shadow,
The Wheel of Time turns, and ages come and pass leaving memories to fade,
Memories are long forgotten when that age comes again,
Not all loved ones are lost.
Would you really want to see what's in the dark?
Its my unforgiven hurts.
I'm digging my way to something better,
Let my tears come,Let them water your soul.
They heal me as they flow
The bitterest tears shed over grave are for words left unsaid:(
(Dedicated to my grandfather.Mulla'h Qayam Hussain 1914-2006)

Faith to go on

You can shed tears that it is gone, or you can smile because it lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that we'll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all we left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see it or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember only that it is goneor you can cherish memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back.
Its on u to be a part:))
u wud have loved me if u had known me.
Who knows what treasures you might have found.
Yes, you might have loved me.
If you had only taken the time.

I'm a failure
miss every time
so f-cking screwed up
that it's worthless to try
when i shoot for the moon
i still miss the stars
now every thing good
falls straight into scars
and knowing and trying
i still don't succeed
doing whats easy
means less fall for me
do you still wonder why
tryings a waste?
you wouldn't know
with your luck and your grace
wouldn't know what to do
I'm so f-cking far gone
collapsed on the street
watching them move along
seeing and feeling
i push them away
a life worth being wasted
and dying each day
pushing and clawing
get out of my skin
you don't know i can't feel you
I'm frozen within
you see what you want,
i want what you see
chained in a cell
but seemingly free.
dreaming, flying,
gone f-cking insane
sick of confusions
and playing mind games
I just want to give up
let go of this world
at least then they'd be right
calling me "retardo bright"

ATTItude is what ppl say

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes..Feel the wind & smell the rain, Go! go play your game..

Do you have friends worth dying for??

We were like a fingers and its nails,
but now its over forever we have failed
we were together no matter what,
friends forever with all that we've got,
but thats what i thought forever we could be,
you had different ideas about you and me
you teamed up with some other group
thinking that i wont notice..
i didn't know the new you,
i cudnt remember the old you
i know now that it over for us,
no more friends no more fuss,
GOODBYE! foreva & for always..

I LOVE YOU EVEN NOW.

I was surprised when i saw you standing there.
Close enough to touch,breathing the same air i guess..
You ask me how i've been thats when i smiled & turned to you.
I just said fine,but i was lying that time.
I meant to say i am dying here inside & miss you more every day.
There is not a night i have not cried.
Baby here's the truth, I am still in love with you.
And thts wht i really meant to say.

THE DAY

I can remember like yesterday the pounding of my heart,Here was someone to hold me up,I could not even start.To deal with pain that haunted me so,From a War where I had lost.The strength to carry on each day,With Pride that once was tossed.Tossed into a world of thought, that not even I could see,An ending or a light to shine, and show the way for me.A certain death..a lonely manWho walked in a transfixed stare,Trying to find that special one,he knew somehow would care.
The days were spiraling into night,And his nights were filled with gore.His mind was blunted by the feelings,He had left on a jungle floor.
But like a breath of Springtime,When everything's in bloom,She walked in and took his hand,To fill this empty room.
There an understanding of this woman and her heart,That will not let this Soldier fall,Won't even let him start.
So now he walks in healing, and he sees the hidden whys.As he sometimes closes off the World,But he always sees her eyes.